Saturday, June 25, 2011


It's near the end of June, something needed to be ended as well.

Finally I completed my Driving Procedure:

4) 18 hrs of driving lessons
5) JPJ driving test  Passed Pending of "P" license

That day is the only day I didn't mati engine at all. Hehe :D

When reached the Uphill test, my tyres touched half of the box only!!! :O In the second try, even worse, same problem but I turned my tyres to right side a bit. Just when I thought I will fail, a twist of fate. The JPJ examiner just said "Okay", he seems didn't realised my problem. What a guilty relief after all! D:

Sesi 2, Number 26. Red Tag. Taking on Lucky Number 10 New Kancil car during On The Road test.

It takes almost 3 months to bring this to a full stop.

I can say this is the most frightening yet horrible experience for me. I can't sleep well because of this. Nightmares. Tiredness. Worrying. Now, I can get over it. Thanks to my parents especially my mom. To be honest, it's really worth a day ponteng school.

Thanks to my driving instructor Uncle also, thanks for scolding me. LOL. Anyway, I felt sympathized for the people who failed the test. I can deeply feel the disappointment. :"(

A big smile for the passing. :)

The first anniversary of my LG Popper is here!!!! Being an owner of the free phone, I have something to say. Probably the bad things. 

#1: My phone is always having the problem on the phone line. When I first call someone, the line just broke after connecting a few seconds later. (major problem)

#2: After the long period of using, it will become slow. Since I didn't turn off my phone everyday. (my biggest frustration when hoping things to act fast)

#3: No keypads. I miss keypad. Not to complain, but this is not my choice right?

Well, all these lead to my initiative to buy a new phone. Perhaps after my form 6 when I earn money again.

Till then, good luck!

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

10 Things I Wish It Could Happen Before I Die

1)  A birthday celebration 
It has been a lot of dreaming and hoping and jealousy of not being one of my friends that can post all my sweet and delightful photos with candles and creamy cake which surround by my buddies. You have no idea how much I will appreciate it if it's really happening.. to me.

2) Having my own motorcycle 
I know I can't drive really well, and I also know that I'm more into motorcycle comparing to a car if thinking of owning one. I mean I really I LOVE the whole structure of cars too. Wouldn't it be cooler and handy when owning a motorcycle? But one thing is for sure- It is dangerous on road.

3) An ultimate vacation with my friends 
Spending a night at somewhere. Many fun things can crazily happen. Trust me, it's FUN.

4) Travel around in big cities around the world
New York. London. Paris. Being in those western romantic big cities that you could never even believe when you wake up in the morning. 

5) Live my life
....... which I earn tons of money and giving out all the fabulous life to my family especially my parents. Eating delicious meals everyday. No hard work is needed anymore for my parents. They can enjoy it KAO KAO like fairy tale when grows older. Have a big sweet family portrait. Protect my whole family as well.

6) Save a life
People or animals. In an extreme situation without harming myself. Taking risk. Being hero of the day once in my lifetime.

7) Own creations being published
Build my island. Create my own beach shop, toy shop and also movie theaters. My own line, own concept of everything. Trademarks. Grab the title of "The 1st" such as: The 1st movie library in the world. This is a bit insane but why not?

8) Six packs 
Having a fit body and wear it out every clothes perfectly. No more bones can be seen. I just want a normal body weight.

9) Become an amphibian 
Learn to swim. Regretting of not being a beach boy since I was born. A swimming skill is a must for me.

10) Last but not least, SEX.

Saturday, June 11, 2011

An Emo Post

This holiday, it's the best period to dive myself deep into my own world. Likely back to the previous empty life when I was "unemployed" temporarily. Now it just filled with many schedules. I felt tired. Even I'm just thinking. Recently, I'm really appreciate spending some quality time with my family on every weekends. I hope I could stay on that moment forever.

There are many reasons I'm depressing all the times. I feel that some undefined forces are keep hitting me and want to break me apart from inside-out but guess what, I'm still breathing. The best thing in our life is knowing that we are alive. Those are the accumulation debt of doing nothing in few months ago. Now, it wants me paying back all at once. It makes me wanna turn against the whole world (in an extreme way) when I've lost myself. I thought I can go through all these as easy as it seems. I was wrong. Never look down to a tiny thing.

I need to talk to someone very often as the stage of my life keep changing. My life is not yet stable. That's why I keep thinking of rebellion, like leukocytes attacking foreign substances every time they sense their present. Like the situation I'm in: New school. New people. I will be working alone in rebellion. In the end of time, I might not recognize myself.

I hope to get more attention from teachers when comes to study. Sometimes I prefer working. No.. Both suck.

Actually before I can drive, I don't think so serious when it comes to driving, but now I just keep having that fear in crashing cars and murdering people accidentally. DAMN HELL. I've got one more 4-hr driving lesson and then test. It is TOTALLY FREAKING ME OUT!!!!!

I have my eyes on every people every time and wondering did they been through what I'm now dealing with? And how they did it? I can't stop comparing my situation to everyone's to increase my confidence. That is wrong but that seems the only way I can gain back myself.

When I'm growing older, I'm more childish. Such as the way I'm dealing with the problems. It's either I'm being the most childish or the maturest now. Nothing in between. That's what I felt. I hope it could be the best feeling to be a mature man so far.

I believe when we do things often, we get immunised. To me, I immunised to fear. I'm stuck here. When our life won't get any better, we just have to accept it and always remember "If someone reach the peak of unluckiness, they became the luckiest soon enough" I found this line very useful in comforting people like me every time.

PS: Awaiting changes that can made my life stable for now. As soon as possible.

Monday, June 6, 2011

First Class Experience

I missed the premiere screening of X-men, it turns out good cause the movie ticket is not as nice as I picture. :D I'm still sad and felt wasted for my slogan:


This time is quite different cause I watched it alone in Mid valley. But it doesn't really seems alone for me. I sat with two guys who are surprisingly also watching alone and of course with the companion of Blake for the half part of my day. Bumped into an old friend Chun Kit who I walked home with after the movie. Thanks so much!!! XD

Well, this is definitely a blockbuster movie. 2-hr-based movies are always worth the money. I LOVE IT!!!

This is the only X-movie that doesn't features Hugh Jackson as Wolverine, except for the uncredited few seconds scene which is surely the funniest part of all.

I like the group of Hellfire Club, they just remind me of how fun they can be if being a villain when move in a team as much as the X team. Bad guys just have more powerful stares.

There's also a major attachment of history and science. The World War III, Soviet Union are what I can recall but I'm really having interest to know more about the facts. Plus awesome fictional histories of X-men and of course the biological evolution which Professor X spends most of his time researching on.

That lifting up of a submarine scene by Magneto is magnificent!!!!! The slo-mo spinning of the fan!! Amazingly COOL!!! This reminds me of the Zeppelin in Sucker Punch. Both act as a very old transport appear in early World War.

And the excitement of hundred of missiles being launched at the same time!!!! XD

Actually, what comes to my mind when concludes this is: This is a story about Erik, despite having a deep brotherhood with Charles and it makes sense when the rumour talks about X-Men Origins: Magneto after the release of Wolverine's. I can tell when the movie starts with young Erik and ends with Magneto.

Watch it if you like: X-Men films or comics and if you are a BIG fan of X-Men.

PS: "Mutants and proud"