dirt of my whole life

if mention about dirt.. everyone will be like thinking of DIRT that when we play football at the field.. many dirts consisted of thousand or million bacterias inside a little dirt..




is that too scary?? no.. if we are used to it.. what am i talking about??




cool friendship ^^ it's like a best friendship.. u know?? like people have the best friendship ever.. they will either called each other YO WHAT'S UP BROTHER !!! or HEY SISTER~

it's cool you know.. i never ever have a best friend like this.. i dont even have many friends in my whole life T.T

now.. talking about my health..

i dont even know how to play a sport like badminton or basketball and football.. ( althought i loves football pictures ) it's kind of SHAME..

and untill i found myself have a problem.. heart problem.. sickness.. heart weakness..

every times i breath.. is the sign of sickness.. i feel pain on my chest.. i breath in PAIN i dont know why?? someone just tell me if i have heart problem.. but it's seldom happen.. maybe one month less than 6 times.. i dont take it seriously.. refuse to take a medical checkout..


i wont smile like John Terry if i confirmed have a heart problem..

even i have only 1 month to live in this world.. i sure will tell everyone i loves them.. and do whatever i want to do.. the thing i haven't do before.. place that i haven't go before..

still.. i'll feel sad.. cry out loud..



if my life is like a tv show TERMINATOR: SARAH CONNER CHRONICLES.. saving the world..
it will be very cool instead..

o.. actually i'm promoting this tv show.. i'm lovin' it very much^^

must watch tv show:P


( P/S : if you have last few days in the world, will you be acting sexy?? )



DIRT in our life can be REMOVE so trying to fix it before it getting worse.. and yet that's what i called dirt in our life.. peace^^

if u have anything to say.. haha^^ please chat in my cbox.. thanks^^

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