Disconnection

Sorry for not feeding you with words since last update (two months ago), my bloggie.

Let's start this again.


It is not a good thing realising the countdown to The STPM has already started since the beginning of the year.
Not to mention that we are the last badge to take this one of the hardest exams in the world.


Past events in school:

Road Run SMK Batu Lapan 2012.
MUET March exams.
Upper-6ix First term exam.


Well, I performed like shit in this exam.

Never in my whole life my mind was almost completely blank when answering Chemistry and Physics Paper 1 by just looking at the questions as if I haven't learnt before. Frankly speaking, this is definitely my fault for using the last-minute technique. To visualise this: "You are cooking soup with the pressure cooker everyday after school during your exam week, the worst part is you are in it."


The battle of memory is up, to test how well you can remember all these shit.

Last month was struggling with exams, I think I will re-take MUET again. :"(

Those lessons warned me that being a student is a full time job.


So here comes the March holidays, we've got the sounds-so-wrong "Cuti Terancang" and I have my to-do list to complete.


Till then, enjoy!!!! xD

Bridge to 2012

I've been thinking, what if I keep continuing my life like this, I WILL BE DEAD.

Holidays slow down my movement. Makes me plan every thing just to consume my holidays in a good way.

I have to keep myself busy with studies. If an enjoyment comes when you almost immerse yourself in your study, that will extract you from heavy study and the escapade is the biggest enjoyment of all.


Next thing I know, a month is gone.

It would be nice if I start packing myself up before next year, ready for the senior year. YES!!!! I'M READY FOR THE NEW ARRIVAL OF LOWER SIX GROUP in May.

The things that we planned to do in this holidays, we have to DO IT NOW. No more regrets.



My resolution for 2012 "Doomsyear", is of course nothing but get as many A' as I can in STPM.

Still hoping for a better life.



2011 Conclusion:


Best moment: 1) Earn my own money/working (1st time)
                      2) Treat my family a dinner (1st time)
                      3) Got my driving license
                      4) New Form 6 life/friends
                      5) Feel the warm of being a family
                      6) Got my Debit Card prior for movies  
                      7) Visit my sister in Penang
                      8) 2nd place in Second Science class
                     

Worst moment: 1) Driving lessons and test (nightmare)
                         2) My movies experience got deteriorated
                         3) Anticipating for beach vacation (didn't happened)
                         4) More Emotional
                       


My blog post for 2011 ends here.

The Hybridal Holidays

I always believe that updating my blog frequently is a good thing for me. And i still do.

It's holiday now and it reminds me how fast a week can pass when attending classes in school.

I realised I've neglected my study so much because all these years I tried to prove I can live well without studying. But it doesn't work that way. Obviously. So I really have to stop it right now. At least I have something to work hard for it. For my good result.


Here are some tips for my science subjects studying (mainly for Physics),


1) FORMULA- Derive and alter it based on the conditions (what we need to find)
2) UNIT-  Convert it to SI units or according to what are the final answers suppose to be in
3) CONCEPT- Remember the definitions and apply it if necessary
4) DIAGRAM- Understanding why and how 
5) CALCULATE!


Always keep those tips in your mind (I hope you have large memory storage) and you will master it all. Not proven by someone yet.





Study is a full time job for students. Maybe the large amount of ounce my blood flowing out every time I brush my teeth or even eating something hard can remind me of how much time I have wasted.

The sensitivity of my gums can also represent the sensitivity of my heart towards the surroundings. It annoys me A LOT.



I need a knock on my head and start studying now, before it's too late.

I hope I can do it without much supervising from my parents.

PS: SOMEDAY I WILL MAKE THEM PROUD.

Break Free

It's Friday Friday~ Best of all, it's time for holidays!!!!! We are at this time of the year again!!!!

No doubt, it is the most relaxing moment of my entire form 6 life, time for me to catch up what is left behind in my subjects, to finish the unfinished stuffs, and prepare for the next year's topics.

Perhaps I am immunised from the holidays, since so many "unauthorised" holidays have been given during the schooldays, having less excited for the long break now, yet still wishing for more holidays. :P

My entertainment sense just won't back down, telling me that sometimes we need to steal some time from busy, to relax ourselves instead. I wish to have an epic outing, besides gathering. My mind keeps creating good scenes by itself, even though it hasn't happen or won't happen. It's good for me, hypnotising is the best way to stay out of reality.

My Iron Popper is with me for more than 500 days, now I'm trying to search for another phone. I need to have certain strong reasons to buy a new one. No more dealing with regrets I hope.


So now just looking forward for my pending event, if any, and

I WON'T WASTE MY TIME DURING THE HOLIDAYS.

The Next 28 Days

Exam is officially over. 

Now I'm left with the remaining schooldays when I could only claim myself as a Lower Six student until the long year-end school break starts. 

Everything is back to normal now. Back to my lazy life again. No matter what result I shall be dealing with, I still like Form 6. The term "easy" is rarely found in the subjects, so if I can improve even with 1.0%, I will be tasting the pride right now. 

I realised STPM needs only one weeks more to complete, it's like putting all our efforts in just one shot chance.

After experiencing almost 2 weeks of "inDULLgence", I need to have an outing plan for now. Retreat from something that worries me the most. 

Next Saturday will be the last time I teach English. Meaning I have no more source of extra money!!!!!! I guess I have enough money to burn for joy. Anyway, I hope my cousins can improve a lot. 

Deepavali Valthukal everyone!!!! One week school break!!!!!!! :P

Prison-like holidays

Never gonna waste my holidays.  

Take dream as a treatment. Sleep to recover. But somehow I really don't like to sleep early. Stay up late at night just in case someone tag your back in the next morning and say: "Hey, you miss the fun yesterday night".

My driving lesson isn't ended yet. The time I got my license, "It's just the beginning". Much more to learn. All I can do is practising, learn to confront with fear. I was braver last time, that's one of the reasons I refuse to grow. And all the joy feeling I couldn't find now, how can that be possible? I WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO GO BACK.


This is a hibernation week. No vacation but the Sepang Gold Coast disappointed me- The glamour thing is inside the resort I think, exclusively for guest, not a visitor.




But Raya isn't complete without going to Bazaar Ramadan every year. For Nasi Tomato!!! :)

Going back hometown for 3 days. As usual, staying still beside a 24/7-open JVC radio with a remote control in hand to change channel from time to time. Of course, I will try not to touch books but somehow inches stack of books in my room did motivated me a bit.



I never felt this before in any holidays, it's so calm and seems like a sign of something big is going to happen. I tasted a little boredom, sad, wonderfully romantic and some weird combination of events. Time to go to another season.


PS: When school reopens, I will be facing the results (I knew I did it really bad), and Co-curriculum starts. PBSM (compulsory) and Permainan Dalaman (not much choices), tell me how fun can it be? =.=

First Class Experience

I missed the premiere screening of X-men, it turns out good cause the movie ticket is not as nice as I picture. :D I'm still sad and felt wasted for my slogan:

I WANT TO EXPERIENCE THE GREATEST BIOLOGICAL EVOLUTION BEYOND HUMAN HISTORIES THAT COULD CONVINCE THE WORLD OF MUTANTS' EXISTENCE.

This time is quite different cause I watched it alone in Mid valley. But it doesn't really seems alone for me. I sat with two guys who are surprisingly also watching alone and of course with the companion of Blake for the half part of my day. Bumped into an old friend Chun Kit who I walked home with after the movie. Thanks so much!!! XD


Well, this is definitely a blockbuster movie. 2-hr-based movies are always worth the money. I LOVE IT!!!

This is the only X-movie that doesn't features Hugh Jackson as Wolverine, except for the uncredited few seconds scene which is surely the funniest part of all.

I like the group of Hellfire Club, they just remind me of how fun they can be if being a villain when move in a team as much as the X team. Bad guys just have more powerful stares.

There's also a major attachment of history and science. The World War III, Soviet Union are what I can recall but I'm really having interest to know more about the facts. Plus awesome fictional histories of X-men and of course the biological evolution which Professor X spends most of his time researching on.

That lifting up of a submarine scene by Magneto is magnificent!!!!! The slo-mo spinning of the fan!! Amazingly COOL!!! This reminds me of the Zeppelin in Sucker Punch. Both act as a very old transport appear in early World War.




And the excitement of hundred of missiles being launched at the same time!!!! XD





Actually, what comes to my mind when concludes this is: This is a story about Erik, despite having a deep brotherhood with Charles and it makes sense when the rumour talks about X-Men Origins: Magneto after the release of Wolverine's. I can tell when the movie starts with young Erik and ends with Magneto.

Watch it if you like: X-Men films or comics and if you are a BIG fan of X-Men.


PS: "Mutants and proud"

Randomly random

"This is a true story about a young boy who experienced the peak of boredom and starting to doubt that if there's another evil side of him exists all the times. While he is struggling to see the true face of himself, he has created his own weapons for self-defence. He is proud of his own creation after all. At this particular time, the crime rate of his town has increased eventually. When people soon discovered the truth behind all these, this boy has upgraded from a Killer to a Monster." This is a sad story indeed. 


What a great opening!!! HOHO :P


It is not easy to lose a fight in our life, maybe a few thin branches will enough to back us up again. Yes, if you found something worth to fight for, it will burn the fuel of your life. It is somehow similar to: Burn all the fats and gain abs!!!!!! XD  Many people think that they know their health very well, they are all wrong. Even some doctors need to know more abour their health. Mine, I just can't feel myself anymore.


Well, switching gear, the recent news was the SPM result. I don't really care much about that before I know my result but isn't that a selfish thought?? I mean I don't feel sad for what I get but I felt totally ashamed and feel guilty of failing to make my parents proud in front of everyone. SORRY~~  My fault :( I PROMISED I WILL NOT DO THAT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!



Even at that moment, I thought I will be one of the 17 top students in the hall to climb upstairs. What a bullshit!!!! It seems that STPM is my next exit, it's a all new start in another SMK. Malay school life rocks!!!! YEEHAAAAA ~~~~

A little adjustment to fit in a new place, I don't care about companion anymore, cause I don't always get one. Since that large amount of my friends had decided to go college/started long time ago, I could be the "special" one. HAHA. Goodluck everyone!!!!


It's glad to see progression in life, proceeding every level steps by steps but my fear's everywhere. This shit is following me unreasonably. However, just face everything with it because what will come, will come, it's the matter of soon or later.

Go With The Flow

As usual, TRY to make myself busy to kill all the boringness. I have no idea how long I can stand this fake life.

Anyway, I'm glad that my friends all came back from their "heavy duty" PLKN safe and sound, but I think they enjoyed it much after all. Now, guess what, they came back just in time for..
THE REVEAL OF SPM 2010 RESULT!!!!!!!! 


Exact 4 months after the SPM starts, here comes the SHOCK. Basically, We Were Warned. :P

Perhaps it's the best way to gather students around in a school. It acts as a reducing agent for us to reunite. Long time never see the school and all my buddies. :"(

Anyway, felt disappointed for my result. =.= Not really sad but worst than I expected. HAHA.


Last week, I registered for the driving license. The undang thingy. Trust me, you don't want to what they've done to make me ended up taking this shit alone. Ptff!!!! :(  Keyword: Selfish.

By the way, I hope it all works well. Cross finger.


From this day to the day I start my form 6, between this time gap, I really hope something good could turn up surprisingly for me.

Well, it seems nothing's better than hard work.

Penang Trip

This school holidays, me and my family went Penang to see my sister performs in live. HAHA XD

Getting there by long-travel bus: PLUSLINER. Trust me, it's a long trip.





After across the bridge, we took a cab to our hotel B SUITE. 



We spent our night here.


Comfy~



Going around the island leading by my sister's boyfriend. THANKS VERY MUCH :D

We did not went to much famous tourist places but all the old buildings are magnificent and that's why PENANG known as UNESCO World Heritage Site on July 7, 2008 instead of "The Pearl Of Orient". I LOVED PENANG!!!

Anyway, we dont't get any RM3-Char Kuey Tiao in KL, right?


Dewan Sri Penang, where the place my sister perform Modern Dance. It's like a simple concert organized by Chinese Society in a university. RM8 per entry, it is really WORTH than watching a movie in cinema at a standard price. REALLY!!!!! Students are singing, dancing, acting and they have much more talents to be discovered.





The next day, we visited Gurney Plaza and Queensbay Mall before we went back home. It was a fun trip though.



My deepest condolences for the Japan Quake victims. They doesn't have to end this way. 

I AM NUMBER FOUR

"There were nine of us. Three are dead.... I guess you know the next line I'm gonna say. :P


Hmm.. Aliens (basically humans from another planet) who have superpowers, it is not a new thing for us but YOU'VE GOT TO see the INTENSE alien-gunfight scenes at the end of the movie. It is amazingly awesome!!!!!!! Well, I can say it is pretty much Michael Bay's.


Watch it if you like: Twilight (2008), Jumper (2008), and of course the original novel titled I Am Number Four by Pittacus Lore.


Went Pavilion for this movie (which is strongly recommended) with Blake and Fiona. Experienced 6-station Amazing Race in one day like never before. Totally fun but my leg pain getting worst which can be defined as The next level of pain.

Exploring many new places by sitting public rails according to Blake's guides. Let me try this: "I Am A Tourist From China." LOL! :P Taking HD pictures everywhere like a tourist (ignoring people's eye-watching), playing fish-eye effect and panorama "paranormal" with my new camera. It just got warmed up. It's all about the texture colour that produced by All Of The Lights. :D




Anyway, I feel energized and fresh every time I went KL. I've spent some quality time "studying" city life while at the same time, waiting for my SPM result, as everyone of my friends do.

wake me up when september ends

The final blast starts this holidays. Not forget to mention that it's also Raya time for all Malays as well. SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!!!!! MAAFKAN SAYE LOL

This September..

1) I owned my own bed and together with my bonus: my new room. It's a best word to call it Ice Surfer's. I love the PVC divan board.!!!! I can feel the smoothness of the material especially when it matches with my favourite colour. :P With a Tom & Jerry cover on it. :S All I wish is not to afraid of my room cause this sounds strange enough for everyone if I mention it.

It's my 1st time to sleep alone honestly. I AM SCARE OF DARK!!!!! :( What I can see obviously is the 3 rows of glass windows on top. ( when all lights are off ). I shall be used to it someday. I hope so. I just felt grateful to my mom and my dad very much. Thanks.



2) On September 4th, she's back!! LOL My lovely sister is back from Penang!!! I felt touched somehow after the reunion. T.T I still can see the scene of a dining table. A table of 4. Although it's just only for 2 weeks, but that's the moments we all never miss :D Welcome back again few months later!!!

3) Trust me, we really need a back-up plan for everything. :( No premiere passes = no special tickets and no digital invitation but I still love you Nuffnang!! Plan B failed again and this time is my unspeakable misery. No more raya movie ride after all. I shouldn't try watching movie on the 1st released day without booking any tickets at all cause.. this is a suicide mission. Sorry Xiang xiang. :(

Vampires Suck for the alternative. It is a funny yet stupid show indeed. I needed to forget this unsuccessful plan while regretting for what I've done at the same time.



All I am talking about, the movie I am desperately dying to watch is

RESIDENT EVIL: AFTERLIFE 3D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is obviously produced for 3D and I'm FUCKED UP now. FUCK "18" rated.

Never mind, I can wait. Dear Milla, we meet next time.



SPM is the reason why I need a blast. What matters is after the SPM. :) So let's not just saying, we together gambateh and best of luck.

TRIAL is coming. It's kinda important. Sejarah is way hard to achieve. Chinese is shit. :(


ps: Last post before SPM. Happy Mooncake Festival!!!!

NOT YET ENDED

There will be not completed in this prison break ( school break ) season if without watching any movies.

To kill this last minutes, me and Xiang gor once again went IOI at early morning but the early birds seem have to wait for the gate to open. Poor things. Prince of Persia plan is ruined. Damn. Everything is a rush. Less trailers.


The movie back-to-back for the end of this holiday.


THE A-TEAM ( THE PG THIRTEEN ) LOL!






A famous television series which started since I wasn't born has came to hit the big screens in cinemas.

Non-stop action-packed. Love it. The missions are way to dangerous and explosive. And way too fun to accomplish. Unexpected story line. WOOT! Jessica Biel rocks!!!

Actually is there a thousand reasons to join them? Cause I think the new recruit is coming in. :D



We have 5 minutes left to catch our next

The
KARATE KID






Wait.. This time we're in the new hall of cinemas, a bigger screen for sure. :P


The Karate kid has break through what I've expected. This is what I called a movie!!! Jaden Smith and Jackie Chan!!! In China, here's the story of hard work. And there's more, it's a remake!!! 4 thumbs up!!! The fighting scenes are not disappointing. It's superb.


I don't wanna go back to school!!!! I want freedom!! It's never too late to say that since I'm saying it every time? Anyway, Happy Fathers' Day for those who are really done a great job in lifetime.


ps: btw, when will I celebrate mine :P ??

"Summer" Sault

Summer has arrived. The best related event is Summer Vacation. A yes for me this time.

A "Go" button to Pulau Tioman for the second time without the companion of my main partner, my elder cousin :S

The return of August 2004 to Berjaya Resort. Still remember that time is Thomas Cup fever and of course "This Time for Africa" WAKAKA eh eh~ LOL

The thirst for my beach vacation is finally ended and even better cause it's on island.


Day 1: As last time, the process of 'Getting there" is hard and long way to go from here across Seremban to Mersing port in Johor. Driver should consume more caffein before driving. A rush to boat and it's about to play Iron Man 2!!! WOOT!! Low Quality piracy dvd =.=

Re-meeting the sea, my heart was pounding. Hey Sunshine too. First day is warming up. Not until the very next day.

Day 2: The peak of the peak. Hitting the sea on morning. It's just scuba floating, not scuba diving. LOL!! The day when I get free maximum sun-tanning session. WOOT!! Sunburn and Pain. But it's too fun.

Day 3: Dull day. Back Home. Long wait for boat. And that day marks the most number of stars I can watch up in the sky at night. So great.









Just the sneak peak of my vacation photos. More and complete album on my Facebook.


Extended day:

It's like an extension wire. Longer wire, more electric current.

I gained more enjoyment by watching TOY STORY 3 in 3D in Premiere!!!

Erm.. did I said "again"?



The Proof by winning a contest:





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I Love Nuffnang!!! Thanks so much!!


Me, Ann, Blake, Faheem , Kritz and his dad were inviting or invited (LOL) .....to the special screening happened in Midvalley!!!

OMG!! TOY STORY 3 is awesome!! And this is what call the real adventure among the of all times. 5 thumbs up!! LOVE IT!!!


Thanks everyone. This holidays was a succeed.

Survived

I believe the darkest season will be blown away when we meet the peak of unluckiness: We become the luckiest.

- Anonymous JT.


Meaningful LOL!


This is an unusual holidays. Not just because of the bloody homeworks, it's what we feel. Still searching for the reason of being so good to people. Did they do the same thing to you? Kinda out of the range this year, for not keeping myself inside the line. I'm Sorry. It doesn't really has enough space to fit me in. I hope my negative feelings won't last long.


One main thing seems to be bothering me all the time: Fear. What the fuck are you scaring at?!!!!! People and my friends and myself. Everything.


Let's turn to the bright side ( I'm really really really hope the dark reaction ends asap ) :



The starting part of my Chinese Novel ( which now competition hope turned to dust for no reason )


玩强的具浪

每一次当双脚步入这一家玩具店时,之前沉重的步伐也随着环境的气息开始变得轻盈起来。再加上每个精心制作的部门都围绕着我童年里经过的痕迹，这里显得格外温馨。在不知不觉中，我和弟弟已把这家玩具店当成我们第二个温暖的被窝了。就因为这个特别的原因，在该店主的老板不幸遇到经济困难时，老爸就开始接手了这份生意，同时也帮助了他的老朋友顺利渡过了难关。小学充满稚气的就读期间，当放学钟声响了不久，我和弟弟的唯一途径，是不约而同地往家附近最热闹的街道上，寻找老爸宾至如归玩具店。也不知何时开始，我们平常在烂泥里不管热晒雨淋地踢足球；河边不顾生命危险地戏水捉鱼；与及废物利用地把我们每次测验中获得的满江红考卷，折成纸船往急流的水面上放；这一切日常活动已渐渐被玩具取代了。老爸总是不鼓励我们无所事事地呆在店里，并且希望能把书念好，将来可做一番大事业，而不是每天调儿郎当地沉醉在玩具王国地甜梦里。在那一件事情发生前，房间里堆积如山各式玩具也发出警告，提醒我凡事都会“物极必反”。

It's a story about a family generation toy shop. I thought it when I hope I can work in a toy shop during last year end. But ended up not so successfully. Inspired by a true story. XD

I'm also hope that my camera ( which now has been sent to repair ) will work even better ( I want it to happen ) .

Anyway, at the moment I'm wondering how would I survive until now, has become the season of I Miss You.