wake me up when september ends

The final blast starts this holidays. Not forget to mention that it's also Raya time for all Malays as well. SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!!!!! MAAFKAN SAYE LOL

This September..

1) I owned my own bed and together with my bonus: my new room. It's a best word to call it Ice Surfer's. I love the PVC divan board.!!!! I can feel the smoothness of the material especially when it matches with my favourite colour. :P With a Tom & Jerry cover on it. :S All I wish is not to afraid of my room cause this sounds strange enough for everyone if I mention it.

It's my 1st time to sleep alone honestly. I AM SCARE OF DARK!!!!! :( What I can see obviously is the 3 rows of glass windows on top. ( when all lights are off ). I shall be used to it someday. I hope so. I just felt grateful to my mom and my dad very much. Thanks.



2) On September 4th, she's back!! LOL My lovely sister is back from Penang!!! I felt touched somehow after the reunion. T.T I still can see the scene of a dining table. A table of 4. Although it's just only for 2 weeks, but that's the moments we all never miss :D Welcome back again few months later!!!

3) Trust me, we really need a back-up plan for everything. :( No premiere passes = no special tickets and no digital invitation but I still love you Nuffnang!! Plan B failed again and this time is my unspeakable misery. No more raya movie ride after all. I shouldn't try watching movie on the 1st released day without booking any tickets at all cause.. this is a suicide mission. Sorry Xiang xiang. :(

Vampires Suck for the alternative. It is a funny yet stupid show indeed. I needed to forget this unsuccessful plan while regretting for what I've done at the same time.



All I am talking about, the movie I am desperately dying to watch is

RESIDENT EVIL: AFTERLIFE 3D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is obviously produced for 3D and I'm FUCKED UP now. FUCK "18" rated.

Never mind, I can wait. Dear Milla, we meet next time.



SPM is the reason why I need a blast. What matters is after the SPM. :) So let's not just saying, we together gambateh and best of luck.

TRIAL is coming. It's kinda important. Sejarah is way hard to achieve. Chinese is shit. :(


ps: Last post before SPM. Happy Mooncake Festival!!!!

Survived

I believe the darkest season will be blown away when we meet the peak of unluckiness: We become the luckiest.

- Anonymous JT.


Meaningful LOL!


This is an unusual holidays. Not just because of the bloody homeworks, it's what we feel. Still searching for the reason of being so good to people. Did they do the same thing to you? Kinda out of the range this year, for not keeping myself inside the line. I'm Sorry. It doesn't really has enough space to fit me in. I hope my negative feelings won't last long.


One main thing seems to be bothering me all the time: Fear. What the fuck are you scaring at?!!!!! People and my friends and myself. Everything.


Let's turn to the bright side ( I'm really really really hope the dark reaction ends asap ) :



The starting part of my Chinese Novel ( which now competition hope turned to dust for no reason )


玩强的具浪

每一次当双脚步入这一家玩具店时,之前沉重的步伐也随着环境的气息开始变得轻盈起来。再加上每个精心制作的部门都围绕着我童年里经过的痕迹，这里显得格外温馨。在不知不觉中，我和弟弟已把这家玩具店当成我们第二个温暖的被窝了。就因为这个特别的原因，在该店主的老板不幸遇到经济困难时，老爸就开始接手了这份生意，同时也帮助了他的老朋友顺利渡过了难关。小学充满稚气的就读期间，当放学钟声响了不久，我和弟弟的唯一途径，是不约而同地往家附近最热闹的街道上，寻找老爸宾至如归玩具店。也不知何时开始，我们平常在烂泥里不管热晒雨淋地踢足球；河边不顾生命危险地戏水捉鱼；与及废物利用地把我们每次测验中获得的满江红考卷，折成纸船往急流的水面上放；这一切日常活动已渐渐被玩具取代了。老爸总是不鼓励我们无所事事地呆在店里，并且希望能把书念好，将来可做一番大事业，而不是每天调儿郎当地沉醉在玩具王国地甜梦里。在那一件事情发生前，房间里堆积如山各式玩具也发出警告，提醒我凡事都会“物极必反”。

It's a story about a family generation toy shop. I thought it when I hope I can work in a toy shop during last year end. But ended up not so successfully. Inspired by a true story. XD

I'm also hope that my camera ( which now has been sent to repair ) will work even better ( I want it to happen ) .

Anyway, at the moment I'm wondering how would I survive until now, has become the season of I Miss You.