Aftermath

It's near the end of June, something needed to be ended as well.

Finally I completed my Driving Procedure:

4) 18 hrs of driving lessons

5) JPJ driving test  Passed Pending of "P" license


That day is the only day I didn't mati engine at all. Hehe :D

When reached the Uphill test, my tyres touched half of the box only!!! :O In the second try, even worse, same problem but I turned my tyres to right side a bit. Just when I thought I will fail, a twist of fate. The JPJ examiner just said "Okay", he seems didn't realised my problem. What a guilty relief after all! D:

Sesi 2, Number 26. Red Tag. Taking on Lucky Number 10 New Kancil car during On The Road test.

It takes almost 3 months to bring this to a full stop.

I can say this is the most frightening yet horrible experience for me. I can't sleep well because of this. Nightmares. Tiredness. Worrying. Now, I can get over it. Thanks to my parents especially my mom. To be honest, it's really worth a day ponteng school.

Thanks to my driving instructor Uncle also, thanks for scolding me. LOL. Anyway, I felt sympathized for the people who failed the test. I can deeply feel the disappointment. :"(




A big smile for the passing. :)
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The first anniversary of my LG Popper is here!!!! Being an owner of the free phone, I have something to say. Probably the bad things. 


#1: My phone is always having the problem on the phone line. When I first call someone, the line just broke after connecting a few seconds later. (major problem)

#2: After the long period of using, it will become slow. Since I didn't turn off my phone everyday. (my biggest frustration when hoping things to act fast)

#3: No keypads. I miss keypad. Not to complain, but this is not my choice right?


Well, all these lead to my initiative to buy a new phone. Perhaps after my form 6 when I earn money again.

Till then, good luck!

The 3rd layer of 2011

The last and also thickest layer of this year.

Form 6, a start of tertiary education. Sacrifice a lot of entertainment. Finally I realised that Batu 8 is one of the rapid bus route. U70. My new transport. I can lepak everywhere after school or ponteng. It's definitely a nice thing. A new path has opened. Meet new enemies in new form. My fear. I'm gonna hold on to it, no matter what.

Something wrong and evil are playing with my mind, being negative and mourn for unacceptable stuffs. Sometimes you will think that nothing in this world suits you the most.


It's time to look for how 'big boys' usually act and try to move on in that way instead. Get used to facts. Overcome the beginning of the school life, wipe away the "hate to go school" feel. I will be using "It wasn't that bad after all" eventually. "Do whatever I like and don't care much" will be my weapon to win the fight.

It will be just like "same old days".

PS: I believe in the "pre-unite" of school mates.


My insomnia sickness seems treated by dreams. Those dreams make me don't wanna wake up and go school. Some dreams make me think that it's repeated scenes. The story lines of dreams can be very random. Dreams just keep creating infinitely. Dreamology could be the best to study.


Eliminable task: The tough journey of getting P license. If others can do it, why not me?

Identity Upgraded

Back-to-back events in recent week:

8th May 


On Mother's Day, me and my family went to Nando's for dinner. This time, my treat. :D Well, first time. To spend a little more of my salary. XD We ordered 1/4 chicken and sidelines, but unfortunately, I don't feel nice. The sour taste almost made me puked. Seriously I don't have this horrible feeling before. That was scary. :( It's like having Sour Themed Meal. Anyway, this celebration is special for me.

Upgraded to: "Belanjawan"




9th May

Woah, I have no idea how fast my form 6 life started without my expectation. Probably after registered and straight away became a student of SMK Batu Lapan. Orientation Week at first. I'm afraid of this school feeling. Not yet prepared in new environment. Of course, I will be used to it someday. Many familiar faces. :O Anyway, for boys, the school uniform features White Shirt, White Long Pants and Black Shoes. HOW COOL CAN THAT BE!!!! I mean no more green pants. Good change. Love it.

Co-curriculum is a must in order to enter local U.

Going to decrease my online period soon. Attending tuitions. Still can't believe what's happening now.

Upgraded to: Lower Six student.



13th May 


First driving lesson started today. Actually I'm not really feel comfortable about the paddle. It's different from the game at arcade (usually I will crash a lot of things). A little push of the paddle is enough to make the car moves. The road and cars scare me to hell. What if I hit people and cars accidentally?

I am so jealous of the good drivers out there. Too bad I'm not one of them. This was my nightmare. :"(


The biggest fear is when the car shaking and engine's off suddenly due to my one mistake. Feels like the car is gonna explode. Seriously, sad. :(


Upgraded to: Learner in driving. 

The Turning Point

Those were what happened in the last week of April:



Received my L license, a horrible one. My face is blur and thanks to the web cam. To be honest, I felt grateful because I'm not the one who got a terrible one. :D I can now only study my lessons' time table, unfortunately not yet started (I'm not really prepared yet), but it is surely overlapping with my form 6's school life during the 16hour-lessons. I can't wait to finish it till the end.


For now, I started my jogging life but I hope I can keep maintaining this exercise every week and gain stamina. I didn't know how I came out with this idea. This is not a lazy person like me usually do. The boredom is definitely the motivator. I suppose my only jogging partner, Hau Nung can convince me on doing this. I mean he can be my personal trainer anytime. :P At the very end of time, perhaps I can tell the benefits of jogging.

Anyway, the line "How To Gain Six Packs" always caught my attention. XD I want to gain my weight, I wouldn't want 50++ kg, at least 60++ kg can calm me down and not to be a underweight citizen based on BMI.




Well, there are many muscles in our body, I can sense that none of them can increase my body weight now, the bones can do a very impressive work on increasing my mass too or should I try sipping on Appeton Weight Gain (Adult) everyday? :D


Experienced sickness again. One time in a year seems like is a must for me. I hate sickness but it loved me. I know there's 3 stages that normally happen on me, I experienced it before:

SORE THROAT -----> FLU -------> COUGH 

This is a set. Since one sickness is lead to another. Go through all these, you'll be free.



My sister is back from Penang!!!! :D She is possibly staying here for almost 4 months before going back there. Her return is totally in time and it will be the noisiest moment ever. Taking exactly what my sister took in form 6. It's good enough because at least I can refer something to her.


Well, to be honest, the fun time is now over for me. It's not short but anyway, farewell to my empty life.

The 2nd layer of 2011

There's still not much to say, but I have to keep updating, it's the only thing that will keep myself "updated" from time to time.

Feels like almost out of my salary, alternative way is to earn some extra pennie$. As in Resident Evil: Afterlife, Alice uses her Dual 12-Gauge Sawed-Off Shotgun (according to my new favourite web IMFDB.ORG), I call it "Penny Gun" since her hobby is collecting coins to fit into the gun as bullets and start shooting zombies. Conclusion, pennie$ can be used as self-defence. :D

My first tuition class started.. hmm.. pretty well :P Neither communicate with children nor teaching is my advantage and dealing with Standard 2, 3, 4, & 5 students in the same class :O That required a technique to handle them at the same time :S I just hope they can improve or at least learn something from me. (winks)

Well, thanks for hiring me Aunt, but I hope you don't change your mind when seeing this:

I get C for my 1119 in SPM. Haha.

Add on, gaining driving license is a long long process to me:

#1: 5 hours of Kursus Teori
#2: Undang Test Pass and "L" license is up for grabs
#3: 6 hours of Kursus Teori dan Amali
#4: Driving Practice n-hours Pending
#5: Driving Test. "P" license is up for grabs

Hope can settle it all before entering my form 6. I AM THRILLED ABOUT MY FORM 6IX!!!!



PS: "Thank you so much for not trying too hard to tear my life apart from me. As in return, you have no idea how much chances you've gave me to plot against you."